My World

im much to old already to act like a child still…:(…i should learn from my mistakes…i think i made just toooo many mistakes and yet i do not learn from it… sigh…

im too forgetful…always misplacing my stuff… forgetfulness is my biggest weakness and because of this i always find myself in hot water…

im having problems with some things in USM and i should be calling up the ppl in charge, but because of my absent mindedness, i have not called the person in charge n my stuff have been put off…deep shit… !#!%&*@@ i just hopr that when i call up the staff tomorrow, i’ll be able to speak with them…or even take the things i want to take from them…

yea, im going up tmr, finally got my accom sorted… thank God for that…i really hope that i’m able to go to church this weekend, im not sure, cuz i’ll be going up with 2 friends.. maybe i should just drop them at BJ when i go to church… see lar…

anyway, even if i cant see the ppl, well, at least i hope i’ll be able to bring back most of my stuff back..not most, but all…i hope lar… i heard that the guys have been staying in 8-6-6 since april… and according to one of the juniors, well, the apartment is now very very dirty… hahaha… i guess what do u expect when guys stay in an apartment… not all guys know how to clean, you know…;)

SIGH…that’s none of my business now anyway…

i just need to learn to be more responsible…that’s all…

I finally went to church today… I had not been going due to some complications..heheh.. Besides, I have always hated to go to a place where I have to go alone or a place where everyone is a stranger to me.. yea yea, tak guna punya orang…heheheh… but what to do!!?? scared ma…

I finally took a step forward.. HoORAy!! Yesterday, I asked God for a ready heart, full of hunger and fear for God n not full of fear of man. I wanted to chicken out this morning as it was raining. I was thinking that I could always go next week when there its not raining… hahaha…but then, luckily i didnt! cuz if i had gone next week, the church would not be there as there will be having their service in Sg. Petani (they are having church camp)… so nice….

At first, I was nervous n scared… but then, as the service started, I felt at home lar… ahahah… It was lovely to hear ppl leading, to hear ppl praising n worshipping God… it was just so right. I felt… I felt… I felt… cold most of the time cuz I was sitting in front of the air conditioning…"HoW I’D KnoW??" hehehe…

I am glad that I didnt chickened out… PraisE GOD! AMEN!

hey hey hey… my results are finally out… phew! im very happy with wat i’ve got… at first when i checked the provinsional results, i was shocked cuz i couldnt find my results. it was either wrong angka giliran or IC, but then i checked everything, nothing was wrong…i was on the verge of…err…well, more like i was angry…hahah…but then, i realised i clicked on the wrong site…i clicked on the IPTS site instead of the site for USM students… ahhaha…

this time, the same thing happened. but the weird thing is that, when i log in into the IPS site, my name was there but instead of listing all the papers i took, i only saw 3 papers with results, then i was like, WHAT??HOW CAN IT BE??i thought i took 4 papers…i was beginning to wonder if i remembered correctly the number of papers i took..hahaha…then only i realised, i went into the wrong site, AGAIN! crazy day!!

tired probably…hahaha…