My World

Today’s CG got me thinking.. Am i surrendering my all to God? Coz if I have, I would not have to be worried, right? Because I am worried, does that mean Im not giving my all to Him? What is it that we can’t give to Him? cuz everything belongs to Him, right? so by right, nothing can be kept away from Him.. Nothing that we can’t give Him.. Even our time belongs to Him, right? Yea lor… even our time.. surrendering all means a big leap of faith…

Yesterday, went shopping again… ended up with a pair of shoe and 2 pairs of sandals…the sandals are very very comfy n it’s just RM15.. couldnt resist it!! ehheh… late for CG yest but glad that i went, if not i wont be reading 1 Cor 14. not any time soon anyway.. I feel God is telling me that spiritual gifts are not only speaking in tongues..etc but also one of them is FAITH. i feel that God was asking me whether do I have the needed FAITH? if i cant have this small small thing, how can I have other gifts? n it so happens that today we were touching on righteousness thru faith…

FAITH..oh FAITH.. where are thou??

am i really free falling? or still clinging? on all matters? or only on certain matters?

what have i learnt from my prev blog?

national conferance…. buddy student?????

which one?

i wonder can i do both?

what if i pay for N.C. n something crops up n i cant go?

i think i’d choose IO 1st lor, cuz i’ve always wanted to be a buddy student..

choices shmoices… whatever!

Oh yea, the convocation pics can be seen at my Wacky Jacky Album..it’s on the sidebar under Albums..i think..heheh…

Yesterday at PISA, there was Karnival TV3 Sure Heboh. I went with linah, irene, hanim n boon. irene’s friends, hanim n boon, were very nice..n hilarious lar… it was a pleasant time with them… haven’t upload the pics yet, maybe later.. Lots of things to see.. There was a booth set up by DBP and they were selling KDewan edisi ke3 for RM15 n the newest edition, if not mistaken was RM45. Cheap i think. but alas… I’ve already have KD edisi ke3.

8TV booth was there as well.. saw Kean there.. i thought i saw the wrong person but it turned out to be really him… i know he’s working but i dunno where ma.. hehe..but thanks to him, at least i got something free…ahahah…thanks a lot kean! the Malaysian Idol finalists were there as well… because everyone at the booth (8tv) was like waiting to go up stage to get their signature, i also join in lar.. tho, honestly speaking i dont know any of them, except Nita, Ashwin n that was because i was watching a bit of MI the day before..ahahah… i just went up cuz every1 was standing in line, n i so happen to stand in that particular line…hahaha… that was when i realise i have nothing to them to sign on..heheh..THAT was when i got the free stuff from Kean…ahhaha…. well, i think i was a bit 无聊.. cuz as if i have nothing better to do…ahhaha…but anyway, it was FUN…heheh…

Then, irene took pics with her fav animal…the python…well, i took too…hahaha…then we embarked on a journey of teater nusantara…while we were lining up to go inside, we could hear screams coming from inside… me n hanim were afraid but then the rest said it’ll be ok… hmm…well, i find it not really scary after all…cuz it was just ppl hiding in dark corners n then jumping out to scare you.. my head was down most of the time anyway..hahah…kesian hanim, she was the one screaming… we even manage to get our pic taken when we were inside, with one of the ‘ghost’ …hahaha…

bought just a couple of things.. boon manage to get her pics taken with Gary, the 8TV host… me? i took pics with some buletin utama newsreader..hahaha..not as if i watch buletin utama that often, but at least i think i’ve seen him… suhaimi ahmad n another guy… i also have a pic taken with Jason Lo..is it?? aiya..cant remember his name right…he sang a song quite famous, i think, but i forgot the title…it was ages ago man….ehhehe..ooopppss…but then, he grew a bit bigger d…still cute lar…hahaha..

Im skipping bible expo today.. i wanted to go, but then…sigh…why? u mite be wondering… well, hard for me to explain also… its my fault..nobody’s but mine lar..

even now, sitting in the lib, thinking of what to write, my mind seems blank… im basically going back n forth this page n TBC’s website, trying to think whether i wanna write about church camp… im very indecisive..

I SURVIVED! IM A SURVIVOR!! YAY YAY YAY… Thank God for everything…my presentation went ok…i just babbled…:p

This was what it looked like during the haze period…but thank God it was not as teruk as it was in KL.. way better…heheh…

Convo last week..friends coming n going.. been putting off my work for some time…n now im paying lar…

tmr presentation, the perkamusan thingy..tonight have to burn midnight oil again… but i am not worried…cuz i know im not going through all these alone.. for God is there to share my burden…same goes for you too… Dont worry!!

remember Phil 4:13? I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me and Matthew 11:28? Come to me all who are weary and burden…

I am deepy encouraged by these two today… so i will do my very best in getting the info needed for my presentation.. i can get very stressed up, upset n so on due to presentations… NO! NO! we can’t be scared by worldly things..

gtg.. c u on thursday if i survive my presentation tmr! no kidding tau!

I ACTUALLY WORKED yesterday…hahahah…at Baskins..my 1st time leh…paiseh…paiseh…:p…Definately a hectic one…i started at 1430, after mom went home.. i sent her lar..but i couldnt withhold my tears…boo hoo hooo…i dunno why but i seem to be very very emotional lately… esp when it comes to my mom…sigh…im homesick more now cuz also most of my friends wil be graduating..time to make new new new friends…eee..not easy u know…

nway, back to Baskins..time flew when i was there..at 1st, i didnt know what to do…was kekok…but then, after a while, i got used to it lar…i didnt know how much time flew until LiNah came in…by then, 3 hrs passed…many customers lar..so time really flew…worked til midnight…by the time i came back to hostel, bathe n sleep, it was like 1 something…i was dead tired…think i slept like a log…heheh…was tired when i woke up, right arm was in pain..from scooping all the ice cream…not easy u know…lucky i wasnt late for class today..if not…malu lar..

today tired..had tea at subaidah with Thomas..met up with kak aida..it was soooo nice to see her…alar..as well as spending time in her air-conditioning room..heheh..

haven’t done up the transparency for 401, havent completed my corpus..dunno what to do…havent found a time for discussion for 207…n im going camp this weekend…n i cant seem to get hold of YH to tell her bout the camp thingy….aiya…cant get her…what if she send me to airport? hope not..

i heard they are trying to reduce the number of guests into uni…dont ask me to xplain cuz i dunno…heard they wanna put barcode lar…to curb this to curb that…they should have done than long time ago, not wait till so many things happened baru wanna do their job…****