my grandma is ok d… 
but my kamus not ok yet… 
still rather groggy bout what to do… but im glad my assignment started lar… just need to be finished by 10th Oct… ehhehe… as usual, i’ll be burning midnight oil again lar…
many days at home also didnt really do anything productive… sad… sad… didnt read newspaper also…i wonder what has been happening to the world outside…
tmr, a few friends are coming back, so heheh… tommorow is a day of "lim teh"!!
hahah… panel discussion went smoothly.. though at first i was kinda intimidated by the 2 other groups, my group member was so nice and kind, she assured me that we will be better…heheh…but i dont wanna sound cocky or anything… better or not, i dont know but at least i know it’s over…:) lucky that we were able to squeeze 3 discussions into a 2 hour class…:) and because of that, my 8am class this morning is cancelled!! yay! yay!!
probably will be going back this weekend again, but im not sure yet… most likely cuz i just wanna be at home lar… my grandma fell the other day… weak legs… sigh… i really scared… scared for her, scared that when im old also like that… *sigh* but the thing is, if i go back, i wont be doing any of my work..
anyway, later, im going to JK to have a look bout the car sticker.. i do hope to get a sticker, to ‘fang bian’ going in n out of campus…
thing to learn is: "Take things a day at a time.. Dont rush!! Cuz God will help us through" Do i hear Amens?? heheh…
Tmr for 456, there’ll be panel discussions. It will be marked. So now am sitting in CC, yea, my connection is still blocked.. haven’t checked it yet but then dont think it’ll be open anytime soon lar…dont wanna waste my energy to call up the computer centre to ask…
anyway, am at CC looking for info… we’re dicussing bout abuses that foreign domestic workers received, i think… i actually havent come up with a full title, but i did manage to find Dr. Jafre and ask for a change cuz we didnt wanna do the education thingy… ehhehe… too difficult was the reason…:)
Am going to appeal once again to JK for sticker lar… hopefully can lar… my fingers are always crossed lar…hehehe…
Found out today that one of the lecturers in Language Centre fell and sort of broke her teeth… while walking along the pavement… heard that her condition quite serious in the sense, she needs to go to the hospital and there her classes would be cancel for some time.. which means it sounds serious… some parts of the pavement is rather uneven now because the tree roots have been growing and i think growing too big that it sort of made some of the bricks jut out.. so ppl who didnt see, could trip and fall… i’ve seen a couple of students stumble but not this…
i do pray that she is alright..
2 weeks ago..round that time lar… i went to Bukit Jambul with my CG.. i didnt wanna go cuz i hate hiking..very much…but then, i was thinking "how many more CG outings i’ll be attending right?" so i went… wasnt prepared for the climb, but i manage to hike up… it’s not difficult, just maybe for a person with no stamina, like me, well, it’s difficult.. so that was that.. i wanna point out that i did enjoy myself… just dislike the hiking up…coming down was ok…:)
so last week, again, i was the one asking them whether they wanna go Bt. Ferringhi, n in the end, it changed from Bt. Ferringhi to Pt. Kerachut. well, didnt wanna go at first too, but then i thought again.."How many more times will i be going on outings like these with my friends?" so off i went!! hahaha…like BJ, i hated the stairs up..wish i could fly up…:)…unfortunately, that was a NO-NO… i was prepared, mentally…i kept telling myself, it’ll be ok… wont be as tough…
mana tau, on that day, our beloved irene had to send us to airport… sick… so just us three, s.hwei, linah n me…lucky we drove there…waiting for the bus would take time… as usual, the climb was terrible.. hehehe…always out of breath… technically, if u go up a hill, u’ll have to come back down right? that was what we did…up n down…up n down…flight of stairs up n flight of stairs down.. it took us an hour to reach… well, we took the long way also lar…
reaching the beach was a very happy moment…for me… cuz i finally have to stop walking…n can EAT!! haha.. didnt bring anything but s.hwei n linah did…hehehe…Sandwiches…egg mayo, sardin n muar otak-otak!! hmm…thinking of it now, is making me hungry…hahaha…Pics will be up later cuz im still blocked! will be up as soon as i can online in the campus…
we wanted to take a boat back, instead of hiking back, but, too expensive lar.. didnt mind lar as long as they didnt mind me being behind…hahaha… n i got battlescar to show ler… to show that i went hiking…hahaha…
it was FUN lar… its just that the lack of stamina is making me think twice if i wanna go hiking anymore… they wanna go Muka Head..but me? err…think first! but if they wanna go muka head, i’ll be there giving my blessing…hahah…
so, for now, for the 3 yrs, approaching 4 yrs, that i’ve been in penang, at least i can tell ppl that i’ve been to BJ (not the complex lar) n muka head… of course banyak lagi tempat dah pergi, tapi hiking is one of the few things that i seldom get involve in…;)
i wonder, what are they paying the guards in the Lib do?? today, me n my friend went into lib.. n my friend wasnt wearing her matrik card, BUT she was holding it.. so when we went it, she was called by the uncle guard lar, so she thought it was cuz she didnt wear her matrik card, so she wanted to wear, but mana tau, the guard said, "cantik kad matrik, boleh tengok" ( ur matrik card looks nice, can i have a look?).. n the fella just took it away from her…we, a few of us that stood there was .. SHOCKED! i was lar…my friend lagi Shocked! n she was very confused as to why the guard want her matrik card… she had this blur blur look on her face.. then the guard said "tak sama muka"..he was referring to her matrik card.. i was thinking.. "Oh, complete BS.. cuz that card belongs to her.." i told her to show her IC, but unfortunately, she forgot to bring her IC as well… n the *$%@(! fella kept on saying that the pic in the student card doesnt look like my friend.. Big stupid egg!!( 大笨蛋)… the most embarassing thing was, i think, to himself cuz when he showed my friend’s card to his colleague, telling him that the pic is not her, well, his colleague said, the pic in the card looks like my friend… so U SEE?? that ****** ***** was making a fool of himself… he was wearing specs, n i think he needs another pair of specs! a THICKER one…
he was making a scene out of complete nothingness… it is their duty to do that? to make a scene out of complete nothingness? a waste of time! of theirs n of the person their are "repremanding"….
the whole school is changing… the ppl including… *SIGH*
where have the old times gone? have the old times gone?? *sigh*
i wish…
i wish…
i wish…
so many "i wishes…" but what’s done is done… we just have to make the best out of everything…
Be nice to ppl even though they are not nice to you… a wise person said, be nice to all, so that they can’t say anything against you…
tough man…considering how short my temper is…heheh…
Back in time for worship practice today…heheh…lucky was not late… went to check the sticker’s application as well… well…:(, the look on this face, explains everything… yup, my application was not a success… i saw 2 ‘mah’s in the list of students, but unfortunately, both of them is not my ‘mah’… sad, was what i was feeling…i was hoping to get it…
alar… i feel as though i’m bragging bout my stuff… so selfish… one thing i want to learn is to be more sensitive towards other ppl… i dont wanna just talk bout me, myself n I but more like, me, you n US..:)
ok…like what i’ve written in blogspot, i hv 2 exams n 2 presentation coming up next week…*sigh*… i’ve just finish looking for info for my presentation.. im talking bout xmas… but i have no idea what to talk bout…crazy lar.. i also dunno why suddenly have the urge to talk bout xmas.. anyway, by the grace of God?! YES!
c ya, guys…hopefully, i’ll survive next week too…:)
I am actually back home… and even now, i’m still sitting in front of the PC…doing what? BLOGGING?!! n i shd be studying… having 2 exams next week n 2 presentations..heheh..just like what the chinese like to say….双喜…all good things come in double…hahaha…
anyway, back to my probs…haha..*malu*… yesterday was m’sia’s independence day…the date when m’sia was finally proclaimed free from "the clutches of the British"..;P.. i joined in the celebration in town..the whole of Perak state celebrated in our lil’ Teluk Intan..for this year lar.. when i saw adverts bout merdeka, well, i sort of had tears in my eyes cuz well…i dunno…maybe cuz we are free… imagine, that if we havent had our independence, what wld we be doing now? ehheh.. well, probly, i’d hv an english bf…hahah…cuz ther’l be lots of brits around….ehhehe…just my hipothesis…
anyway, with all the teary eye thingy..thinking..i forgot that, ACTUALLY, i’ve got eternal freedom!! isnt that GREAT?? WOO HOO!! Long live FREEDOM! from Jesus…:)… ought to be ashamed cuz i forgot such an important thing… I M! but Im glad that someone reminded me that we have eternal freedom, thanks to our dear ol’ friend, JC! Amen!
I’v been spending my time, instead of studying, well, i was helping my mom..doing up her report for her meeting on friday.. one advice, if u’r the president of anything, just make sure u have a really good secretary… or else….hahahah… yest, while i was doing up the thing, i sort of snapped at my mom… i was a bit angry… at myself mostly cuz i havent studied… n then, u know, my mom was doing things that all moms do the best, nagging in a good way… wel, not nagging..that’s too strong a word..lets just say, she was trying to do this, do that for her project that i thought it was just too much to do…so i lost my..well… temper.. did i mention that im a short tempered person? sometimes..well, most of the times..hahaha…
anyway, i know it’s no one’s fault! my own..n i’m sorry… cuz i snapped at my mom.. i feel guilty…cuz after all the love she gave for me…i snapped at her?? what kinda daughter i am?? anyway, now, im good again with mom…YAY YAY!! n her reports are done, printed n should hv finish binding by now!! really "double happiness"!!!
ah well, im going off now…take care u guys!
muaaaakkkkkkkkksssssssss!
