My World

Ps. 37:6, Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him, do not fret when men succeed in their ways…

BE STILL… not before anybody but before God…

WAIT PATIENTLY… not for anyone but for God…

This is what i learn… i really praise God that i was able to fast without any problems. it was trully the grace of God… cuz if u know me, then you’ll know that i LOVE to eat… hahah… paiseh paiseh… but then, like i said, it is trully God’s grace…

Yea, my frens asked "arent u hungry?"… well, honestly i didnt feel hungry. And when i am, i just need to think of God’s word or ask God for strength… I dont know how to describe it but it was really incredible… Just like what Jesus said when he was in the desert, "Man shall not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from God".

After a long time of being MIA… hahah… i’m finally ON THE LINE!! heheh… The USM connection has been changed from tsunami to USMHotspot. So those who are unable to log on the the tsunami network, has to reconfigure bla bla bla… bring it to the comp. centre, there’s a manual in which u can reconfigure urself or u can have them do it for you…

After my morning class today, i went to pay bills, i had a feeling that there wont be so many ppl SOOOO early… haha… then i came here… to reconfigure my network lor… hahaha… after so long of being away from my internet..(;p).. im really glad that im finally ON!! YAY!! hehehe…

Oh, btw, if you are reading this and you are a PTPTN student, just a note to you, DO NOT PAY YOUR UNI FEES ON YOUR OWN CUZ THE BANK WILL DEDUCT FROM YOUR BANK ACCOUNT.. IF NOT, YOU’LL FIND THAT U HAVE NO MONEY TO LAST YOU THE WHOLE MONTH (cuz getting your money back, is not a one,two-day job..it takes time…)

M actually posting this in Sci. Comp. Lab. cuz i think my laptop connection is being barred AGAIN… pls.. don’t ask me y or to explain… cuz m tired of it… sigh… i dont even wanna go ask the Comp. Cent. ppl, cuz they’d mengamuk for sure…heheh…

so i might as well, endanger myself by sneaking into Sci. Comp. Sch….

Past few days, hv been reflecting bout my life.. how God has change me, or more like how have i change… for the better or for worse? sigh…

Sermon last week really touched me.. it was on Abraham, his faith and his rship with God. there were times where Abraham’s faith was tested… and there were times where he failed in those tests BUT God still showed His care and mercy towards him.. well, i feel, now, m like Abraham, before his faith was fully strengthen, firm, like cement.. sigh…

i admit, my faith shakes…sigh…

then there was king saul, where he had acted foolishly on his own when samuel had told him to wait for him before burning offering to God. saul admitted to have followed what the ppl wants instead of what God wants… sigh… it reminded me of ME!! sigh….

OFTEN, i feel i desire things of the world more…which makes a barrier between me and God, me and Jesus, me and Holy Spirit. a barrier that deflects the holy spirit away…

sigh…i like to say more but time is limited…i think i better go…:)

need to sleep a bit before work lar…:)