Thinking bout my life…
M actually posting this in Sci. Comp. Lab. cuz i think my laptop connection is being barred AGAIN… pls.. don’t ask me y or to explain… cuz m tired of it… sigh… i dont even wanna go ask the Comp. Cent. ppl, cuz they’d mengamuk for sure…heheh…
so i might as well, endanger myself by sneaking into Sci. Comp. Sch….
Past few days, hv been reflecting bout my life.. how God has change me, or more like how have i change… for the better or for worse? sigh…
Sermon last week really touched me.. it was on Abraham, his faith and his rship with God. there were times where Abraham’s faith was tested… and there were times where he failed in those tests BUT God still showed His care and mercy towards him.. well, i feel, now, m like Abraham, before his faith was fully strengthen, firm, like cement.. sigh…
i admit, my faith shakes…sigh…
then there was king saul, where he had acted foolishly on his own when samuel had told him to wait for him before burning offering to God. saul admitted to have followed what the ppl wants instead of what God wants… sigh… it reminded me of ME!! sigh….
OFTEN, i feel i desire things of the world more…which makes a barrier between me and God, me and Jesus, me and Holy Spirit. a barrier that deflects the holy spirit away…
sigh…i like to say more but time is limited…i think i better go…:)
need to sleep a bit before work lar…:)
