My World

Though there are rules against the use of Internet during office hour, i still manage to sneak up a blog or two daily, huh?

basically, earlier on, i finished some of the things, so free lor, until i asked my colleague for new stuff to do… heheh… it beats doing nothing except online also lar…

Yesterday was hellish… or similar if not hellish. was pissed off at someone. it just ticked me off, made me moody, upset, frustrated… u name, i felt it… in the end, turned down Kim’s invitation to gym (sorry Kim, i really wanted to go, even changed d but… sorry ler), changed my phone’s setting to ‘Family only’ profile…. called Irene just to see what is she doing (since she’s working, din wanna disturb lar) then went for a drive. this time, i drove pleasantly, meaning no sudden acceleration, or sudden halt… which i learnt its no good cuz it takes up lot of fuel… drove from tesco to bayan lepas then turn back to gelugor n then highway back to my place, since i have always wanted to tryout the highway that leads directly to my place…;)

the drive was probably 1/2 hr, i think.. maybe more.. i dunno.. had my bath, and laid on bed doing nothing but thinking and thinking… then called up my aunt for a chat, called up my mom to see how things are and to let her know that i’ll be going back this weekend, called up my fren to discuss bout plans for this weekend… probably going back on sat afternoon gua, mom gave strong warning bout driving back after work on fri… ehheh… cuz wanna avoid jam on bridge, that would mean driving back sometime after 7pm… heheh…

was tinsy bit tired but still cant sleep so early ler, cuz not used to it… alas, i only felt sleepy bout 11 something… woke up at 0145 then fell asleep again. this morning, 1st thing i did was sms a fren bout a number… hahahaha…. just lar, cuz when i woke up, i just remembered this number… hahaha…

this morning? how do i feel? i dunno…. ok lar…. coming for work, colleagues to talk to, blogging… what can i ask more?? money perhaps… hahaha…. or maybe a change of environment?? ehhehe….
i realised something… whenever i am upset, i love to go for a drive…. anywhere… (if i have enough of fuel lar)… cuz when u drive, you have to concentrate on the road and not ur problems…. dunno… sometimes, ppl tend to think of their probs that they cant concentrate when driving, so far, i still love my life lor to lose concentration.. but dunno lar, if one day my problems are too much to handle, ker….sigh…

oh well, i better be off now…
buh-bye,,,, muaksss…

I think i have finished what i am suppose to do but i am not sure… well that means i’ll have to double check later lor.. i wanna print out to check but its bit wasteful ler… but if i dont print out to check, i cant stand looking at the monitor THAT long period ler… sigh…

Anywayz… today is the 15th day i am working… OK lor… learning things n storing up in my brain lor… getting the hang of things lar… slm n today, superiors not in, office atmos. is not as tense as when they are in.

Kim asked me to join her for gym but i still thinking whether wanna go not la… 1) i tot of going somewhere 2) i mite hv dinner somewhere …. hahaha…

Well, what do you expect? Of coz my story still continue lar… not much change ler… but got change lar… i think… oh yea, i sent in my resume d… now, wait for news lor…

i am supposed to work at Baskin tonight but i called irene to ask her to ganti me lor… but i’ll ganti her tmr lar… y? cuz m bit tired today lar… dont feel like working on fri nite..oooppps… i should not have said that…. ‘dont feel like’?? where can right?

Today, my BIG boss came… He is actually based in Japan and merata tempat lar… but he is here for couple weeks gua.. then will go off d…

In CC now, changing my stuff to send it out… PC was slow, but now better.

Last night i cried. U know what is lonely? Last nite was. I practically cried and wonder why am i in penang. Y on earth i cried? well, cuz you cant cry in heaven cuz there is no need for sadness there…;)

I cried when i was alone in my room for first week in UK. I am doing in again now… Reality struck me last night, that being a student and a working person’s life is different. Not that im complaining.. but at the moment, i cant take my work back home, so practically have nothing to do if i leave office. I wish i had a part time job, a not so demanding part time job that i can do daily, after work perhaps…. then i wouldn be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo da** BOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can you believe it? i cried cuz i was bored… sigh… i pun dah kena ketawa from Umi… sigh…

yea, that pretty much sums up my life in penang! well, my friends are working also ma… most of them would be tired le… and staying in a place with the owners can also bring about feelings of pai seh… sigh… tho THEY ARE VERY NICE!! But then, u can make a "home" in other pp’s home… you can only ‘tumpang’… sigh… so after work, my routine is to stop at BR31. can you believe it?? huh?? House - baskin, Baskin - House….. sigh…..

ah well, gtg now…. i don wanna computers anymore.. well at least for tonight…. sigh… wanna rest eyes now…:)

What can i say bout work today? Like any other things, once u get the hang of it, i guess it gets better… but my butt still hurts from sitting down too long lar…

Today, i sorta printed out a draft… printing it out beats looking at the PC whole day and going back and forth with the pages using mouse… better do it on paper… relaxes the eyes…

Well, enough of work lar… My place is not bad lar, but it can be difficult if go back too late… have to park car quite far… which is ok for me, during day time… but at night?? that’s y i bring along an umbrella. besides the weather here in unpredictable le… N… not that i don wanna go back early but got things to do… how to go back early??

oh yea, yesterday, i worked at Baskin…. I think if possible i wanna work part time there… since one more is coming up…. in Dec…. hahaha… at least if they dont mind, i would like to work, after my work finishes over here… sigh… at least there workload is not heavy just nice for working ppl… not to demanding lar… compare with other places… after 7 hrs of practically sitting down in the office, i think standing for couple hours is a bliss….
M still at work place but will go back liao lar…

I have rashes le… arm area…. tot of going to a clinic and maybe ask why?? and maybe get an injection for it…. but i don wanna go to the clicnic where the doc’s medicine not strong and they can only ask/tell you, “have you used anything new lately?”, “Are you allergic to anything?”… cuz if like that, tak payah go c him/her liao lar… sigh….

anyway… wanna go now… cheers mates!!

Sigh… My PIC on leave today… But… i didnt curi tulang lar… cuz i still dunno lots of things lar… not like other stuff, if dunno can go back home try on laptop.. not like Prolog (what we use to do)… but this adobe thingy plus the work can only be found in the ofice lar… so after office hour cant practice d….

Still struggling with it lar… n today is friday d….sigh… dunno when can master it lar… hopefully asap lar…

Tmr weekend is holiday for me… i dunno where to go lar… i know where to go.. cinema but no money lar.. my budget is very tight.

sigh…. SIGH……….

AnY1 wanna suggest where i go?? o should i just sleep it off????

For those who wonder where is Villa Emas, well, it’s near to Gold Coast Resort…

Today, i studied materials regarding the layout for manuals and what to write… I feel uneasy cuz Internet is actually not allowed. So far, havent been caught la, but pressure tau!!

This also curi curi wan….

Yea, i guess what Aisyah said is true… i am lucky to be able to stay and work in Penang… After all, it is my dream, well one of my dreams lar…

oh well, gtg d… wanna read newspaper 1st…

Its 2nd day for me here… Still struggling with software… How i wish the laptop was with me… at least i could practice at home… but then, it wont be the same cuz here uses Apple…

Skipping lunch today.. Periods making me no ‘feel’ to eat lar… what to do…. sigh….

Colleagues are nice… but i feel guilty cuz i cant remember everyone’s name lar…. sob sob sob…

oh yea, just to let you guys know, i found a room in Villa Emas… A very decent place… the security is cool but a bit ‘ma fan’ cuz its bit strict… but ok lar, at least its the most decent one i have seen soooo far… besides, i needed a place ma… n i am tired of looking liao…