Story of my life…
In CC now, changing my stuff to send it out… PC was slow, but now better.
Last night i cried. U know what is lonely? Last nite was. I practically cried and wonder why am i in penang. Y on earth i cried? well, cuz you cant cry in heaven cuz there is no need for sadness there…;)
I cried when i was alone in my room for first week in UK. I am doing in again now… Reality struck me last night, that being a student and a working person’s life is different. Not that im complaining.. but at the moment, i cant take my work back home, so practically have nothing to do if i leave office. I wish i had a part time job, a not so demanding part time job that i can do daily, after work perhaps…. then i wouldn be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo da** BOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you believe it? i cried cuz i was bored… sigh… i pun dah kena ketawa from Umi… sigh…
yea, that pretty much sums up my life in penang! well, my friends are working also ma… most of them would be tired le… and staying in a place with the owners can also bring about feelings of pai seh… sigh… tho THEY ARE VERY NICE!! But then, u can make a "home" in other pp’s home… you can only ‘tumpang’… sigh… so after work, my routine is to stop at BR31. can you believe it?? huh?? House - baskin, Baskin - House….. sigh…..
ah well, gtg now…. i don wanna computers anymore.. well at least for tonight…. sigh… wanna rest eyes now…:)
September 14th, 2006 at 7:58 pm
My Dear Char Bor,
Don’t be so sad lah. Sometimes lifes like that. What so pitty about home-BR, home-Br? At least we got our good frens there and that is one of the great place to hang out at rite?
Sooner or later, i am sure u will meet more people and make more frens. That’s one thing we can assure. So, dont be upset dear. As time goes by, you will discover more things to fill up your boredom.
And not to forget about us too, we can always hang out after work rite? So, cheer up Jac!
It will be better^-^
Love,
Irene