My World

For those who wonder where is Villa Emas, well, it’s near to Gold Coast Resort…

Today, i studied materials regarding the layout for manuals and what to write… I feel uneasy cuz Internet is actually not allowed. So far, havent been caught la, but pressure tau!!

This also curi curi wan….

Yea, i guess what Aisyah said is true… i am lucky to be able to stay and work in Penang… After all, it is my dream, well one of my dreams lar…

oh well, gtg d… wanna read newspaper 1st…

Its 2nd day for me here… Still struggling with software… How i wish the laptop was with me… at least i could practice at home… but then, it wont be the same cuz here uses Apple…

Skipping lunch today.. Periods making me no ‘feel’ to eat lar… what to do…. sigh….

Colleagues are nice… but i feel guilty cuz i cant remember everyone’s name lar…. sob sob sob…

oh yea, just to let you guys know, i found a room in Villa Emas… A very decent place… the security is cool but a bit ‘ma fan’ cuz its bit strict… but ok lar, at least its the most decent one i have seen soooo far… besides, i needed a place ma… n i am tired of looking liao…

Hey! I got meself a job in Penang!! Well, as a technical writer… u’d probably be thinking what job is that right?? Well, its a small company that writes out manual for audio products ie, JVC products.

Bye Bye TI and I’m BACK PEnaNGGGGG!!! MUAKKSSS….

Hehehe…

*the following blog is an exact copy of the onw from multiply*

Just now i was bloody mad…d**n pissed off by the actions of a certain person that i really wanna blog bout it.. but now, i am just sore with wat happened… but m still gonna blog bout it…

What happened? nothing big, just that i had not expected to be totally ignored… well, this DocTOR, came to the station looking for me dad. But unfortunately, me dad was not in. I was sitting in the office. This Dr. came into the shop, asking the clerk whether me dad was in or not, n was told "No". He just strolled/walked/waltz into the office, completely ignoring the fact that I was sitting right there and put the stuff on the table n went out the office and left a message with the clerk.

hey HELLOoOO….!!!???!!!! one, I was in the office and any decent guy would at least say "hi"/"excuse me" or maybe just had nodded or acknowledge my presence would be fine!! n two, Heck, I could be like changing my clothes!!! or digging my nose !!! Bloody hell! He just walked in as if he walked into his bedroom!

Ppl used to tell me that ppl with high education would have manners! Well, to me, its complete BS! D**n stuck up, in my opinion! well, some are decent but some are pretty stuck up!! person with no education would have rougher manners but then, a rough ‘thank you’ or ‘excuse me’ is better than being labelled as ‘no manners’.

i planned not to eat up all the peanut butter chocolate ice cream but now…. i say, chocolates are one of the few things that makes my heavy mood lighter…

    Church camp was cool!!!minus walking n carrying the stuff… i really thank God for the guys man. I am thankful that i reached on time…  was tired but can you believe that i cant sleep the first night?? hahah… i talked with Kim for few hours… 2nd night, also same… i guess i quite like the sleeping arrangements… i think it should be like this every camp… we should all cramp together in a dorm like room… i am happy bout it cuz we get to talk together gether… Though we were very very tired the next day, i really appreciate the talk with them gals… hear their stories also fun for me…:)

    Well, after camp, i spent time with my buddies lor… ehhehe…. it was awesome time… wanted to have stimboat on Monday but we ended up with SG2.. after that, we had a drink in a pub sort of place… n one of my fren got drunk (really almost dead to the world) with just a glass of cocktail… :)..  oh yea, but we got her safely back…. she was hilarious when drunk… the next day, she couldnt remember what she did… a rare occasion, her being drunk n not remember it at all…

    Then, we had stimboat.. FINALLY!! before eating we were fine… after stimboat, my fren couldnt move… hahaha… altogether a FUN time!!

I dreamt that our house fence came down and my dog ran out… i went after her and when we went back to house, fido (my dead n buried dog) came out to greet us… i was soooooo happy to see fido… sigh… i miss fido very much! i like fido cuz i could cuddle him n he sits still when i touch him… sigh…

Unfortunately my current dog, lucky, is way tooooooooo hyperactive… sigh… lack of training, i admit… even when i wanna touch her, she’s like jumping all over… too much for me lar… hahahaha…

The other day, OEL mentioned in her blog bout dreams… makes me wonder why sometimes i get ‘dejavu’ feelings when im doin certain things… i mean i get that REAL often… when i get a dejavu feeling, i feel creepy.. dunno why… i just do… more often gives me the creeps rather than any excitement.

past couple days (till now lar), i just feel like cari gaduh lar… ahhaha…ntah ngape…

AAARRRGGGHHH…………………… M GRADUATING!! M EXPECTING LOADS of presents ya………….. ahhahahahah…………….
NAHHHHHHHHH…………. just kidding lar… u think i so materialistic meh… just the presence of you guys (if u remember to come) is good enough…:)… hahah…

i wonder what i should get for all my frens lar… ahem… i mean those who are graduating le…gonna pokai soon ler… hehehe…. have a feeeelinnn…. hahahha…

Thank you very much on your support n comments n advice.. Sigh.. True, i wouldnt wanna board a wrong bus n end up in another destination which in turn i have to board another bus to get to my destination…BUT… i dont mind boarding the bus if i get to see spectacular scenary…even though i might end up in another destination… hheheh…

I was thinking…. oh oh… what was i thinking?? aarrggghhh… this happens often lar… thinker’s block… hahhaha…

Oh ya, i have decided to go camp lar… though i had hope v, ‘penganggur’ would get rebates… hahaha… nah, just kidding…

u know, each day that m here, i feel, i cant take it being in charge of this place. i cant imagine how i’d do it. i dont know whether its because i just don wanna learn or i dont like it here that im not learning… i have a fear… if i learn too much, there’s a burden for me to be in charge… when i dont wanna be…

It suddenly rained! Its good, considering how hot it has been these few days…

m not over my cough thingy yet which sucks cuz, apparently, if i sleep early i.e. 10 or 11pm, i’ll wake up at 2am coughing my lungs out (cuz medication wore off d). So… might as well sleep at 12-1am… at least i sleep through till morning… hehe.. the only problem is getting up at 530am lar… hahahh…

IM DESPERATE!!!aaaaaaaarrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………

HECK!! Dont even try to think secara songsang… hahaha… im just desperate cuz have not really found a really really permanent job… preferably in Penang… I am currently helping with family business back home.. but my heart longs for something more.. something further away than teluk intan… sigh…

TBC is having her annual camp in Aug.. this time its in Penang Hill.. Aug 4th-6th. I hope I can go… well, 95% says I can go, the other 5% is actually still deciding cuz I’m not sure whether I wanna drive or bus… everything has its positive n negative side… sigh… bus, i save up on $$ ler.. but by car, its convenient ler… sigh… NTAHLAH…

But anyhow I’ll be going to let my anger or sadness or whatever that is inside out by playing badminton…hahaha…

Later!!

Miss me?? Well, i miss blogging…

Guess what? I’m back in my hometown… how long?? Don’t ask.. i dont even wanna think bout it…

my ConVO is on 19th Aug 2006… and i am inviting those who wants to join in the celebration to come to USM on that day… well, it is a Saturday after all… :):):)

My semeser, my final FINAL semester finally ended when i did my last exam paper, on 28th May 2006.

After that date, i joined the millions of job seekers around the world in the quest of getting a ‘DREAM job’. But honestly, is there such a job? Even being a rich man’s wife or being just a housewife needs a lot of guts ler… not easy taking care of your husband… hahaha… or ladies out there… dont just tell ppl that it’s better to be married…. hahaha….

‘Dream’ job, a myth or reality? i honestly dont know. Well, i guess if u get a job that you like, it’s almost like getting your dream job la.. it’s not easy getting a dream job. well, my dream job is enjoying life and relax…hahhaha… but i found out that relaxing n doing nothing does not generate income… n without income, its no fun cuz you are restricted from doing many things..sigh.. trust me!!

so i guess i have to put away my thoughts of my dream job and instead work hard on getting a good job. well, any job as long as it’s not sales n marketing is acceptable lar…

i honestly have no idea what to do but i guess i am willing to learn if ppl is willing to teach. Going for interview also m scared lar.. if i say i’m not scared of interview or working, i definately is lying. but m trying to look at the bright side. An interview or work will helo me open my eyes to new things. on the same level of fear, i also feel excitement. i will wonder, how will i fare in my interview? how will i fare in my work? what will i learn? will i get bored? etc etc.

well, i have n interview at Venture on Monday. Scared?? Heck, a lil… heheh…

I have found a room in Hamna n m stuck to Penang for at least a year. unless i get a job den…ahem… a good one lar… den i’ll probably stay in Penang. I just love Penang. Maybe cuz i dont wanna come back hometown cuz by coming back here, i’ll have to help in my family business. and i never did like KL ( no offence meant to KL ppl ya…(",) ). i like to think that i am a water type of person. so i like penang cuz it’s surrounded by water. and the jam is not that bad, only in certain places.

In other words, i havent found a reason to dislike staying in Penang… hehehe…